The Invisible Hands 那雙看不見的手

The Invisible Hands 那雙看不見的手
Though I can't see You nor touch You
I know You are whispering to me
O! Lord Jesus O! Lord Jesus
I know You have always been here
It's Your hands—the hands with nail marks
That console the broken heart of mine
It's Your voice—that gentle words
That refills me—the hunger within my soul
雖不見祢，觸不到祢 但是我知，祢正在對我低語 。
喔！主耶穌 喔！主耶穌 我深知道祢一直就在這裡 。
是祢的手，釘痕的手重新撫慰，我那破碎的心田 。
是祢聲音，溫柔話語再度填滿我，心靈中的饑渴 。

I Have A Dream IV 我有一個夢(四)

Lyrics:
Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can't let you slide through my hands

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away

I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I dont have much time
Faith has been suffered, tears must be cried
Lets do some living after we die

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, well ride them some day

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, well ride them some day
If You want to know more about her story 中文版

I Have A Dream III 我有一個夢(三)

Lyrics:

Want to spread my wings and fly
Away into the sky
How I dream to be so free
No more sadness no more pain
No more anger no more hate
How I dream to have those wings and fly into the sky

If now, I could grant my wish
I'd wish to have those wings
Those wings just like the birds
That fly up in the air

So high up in the air
With feathers bright and fair
No wealth nor power can make
My heart filled with such joy

Want to spread my wings and fly
Away into the sky
How I dream to be so free
No more sadness no more pain
No more anger no more hate
How I dream to have those wings and fly into the sky

Want to spread my wings and fly
Away into the sky
How I dream to be so free
No more sadness no more pain
No more anger no more hate
How I dream to have those wings and fly into the sky

The sky･･･

羽を広げ 飛んでいきたい 空の彼方まで
自由になることをどれだけ夢見ているだろう
悲しみも無く 痛みも無く  怒りも無く 憎しみも無く
どれだけ夢見でいるだろう 羽を広げ 空に飛び立つ事を

もしも 今願いが叶うのなら 翼がほしい 鳥のような翼
空に高く飛ぷ 鳥のような  空の彼方まで  宙に 高く舞い上がる
白く光り輝く 翼を抱き･･･
どんな 富も権力も 私の心を それほど満たしてはくれないでしょう

羽を広げ 飛んでいきたい  空の彼方まで
自由になることをどれだけ夢見ているだろう
悲しみも無く 痛みも無く 怒りも無く 憎しみも無く
どれだけ夢見ているだろう 羽を広げ 空に飛び立つ事を

☆Lyrics☆
I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

Praise Report- March 2010 三月感恩事項

時光飛逝轉眼已是四月天,我三月的感恩共有十二項:
1.神回應了我的禱告與發問.
2.持續參加英文查經班.
3.基宣教學順利.

4.情緒課程進入新的發展.
5.多位友人來訪敘舊.

6.愛情鳥安然生活.

7.與房東建立友善關係.
8.在宣道會豐盛堂講道.
9.部落格建置已具雛型.
10.與母會宣教士連結.
11.決定開始研究中英線上遊戲.

12.我心尊主為大看重合一.

I Have A Dream II 我有一個夢(二)

Everyone has his dream. What is your dream? Is it similar to what this video demonstrate? You can know more about the dream of others through this video. 
每個人都有自己的夢. 你的夢或夢想是什麼呢? 是否和這影片所傳達的類似呢? 歡迎將你的夢或夢想寫在我的留言版.


Lyrics of the song  影片中的歌詞: 
Sun been down for days  A pretty flower in a vase A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in its case
Soon she's down the stairs  Her morning elegance she wears
The sound of water makes her dream 
Awoken by a cloud of steam She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up
And She fights for her life  As she puts on her coat  
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain  As it pours  And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store With a thought she has caught  
By a thread She pays for the bread And She goes... ...Nobody knows
Sun been down for days  A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove Perhaps a stranger she could love
*And She fights for her life  As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain As it pours  And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store  With a thought she has caught
By a thread  She pays for the bread
And She goes......**Nobody knows (*Repeat **x3)

Praise Report- February 2010 二月感恩事項

This is my praise report this February:
 1. Thank the LORD for the nice reunion with my father and some friends. I took a video while having a chat with my father. I am also thankful  for those who love me and care me during the Chinese New Year. Some of my students kindly prepared delicious foods for me. They know I did not have good training in this field. They are good cookers, nice mothers and lovely students for me.
2. God blessed my ministry in the Grace Lutheran Church in Chinese New Year. We were all encouraged by God's wonderful words and message. 
3.The  LORD inspires me to apply what I learn in the BSF,  while preparing the sermon only focus on the Trinity  with new methodology.
4. I learned how to build my blogs by self-study continuously. I treat it as a tool of different ways to service God and His people. It was not easy for me to get familiar with it quickly. I still have lots to learn. 
5. God led a pastor and a minister to be my one on one students in this month in His way. This is a new start for my teach with biblical emotional logic course. God even solved my concern about the possibility  of misusing copyright easily. Only God is the Wisdom and the source of wisdom.
6. God's timing is so different with mine, when I laid down myself then He starts to work. I facilitated a senior professor with his National Science Council research project by accepting an qualitative research interview. It is about the relationship between Christian faith and Psychology. I have wrote a book about it before. My doctoral dissertation is also related. 
7. I built a blog for my love birds this month.  It is necessary but a little bit crazy, but they are so lovely for me. When I studied and I found their name meant agape love. Image that! They are prepared by God for me! How can I ignore them as before?!
8. God sent a young seeker to fix my computer freely. I have planned to do it since I moved to this city last August.
9. I adjusted the grief for frustrations and shock in my life though it gave me pains. Yet I believe God has His higher purpose than I comprehend.
10. God bless that I can have the nice relationship with my stingy Buddhistic landlord. I also kept to learn adjusting living in this city and apartment.

  God is so good to me. I love Jesus, He is worthy to be praised!

Praise Report- January 2010 一月感恩事項

今天我想試著在部落格中簡略地所摘記的一月份的感恩讚美事項。感謝主這星期有機會和我屬靈的第三代見面，是一位德語老師。這是在我自己預定行程表以外的會面，我內心很開心有機會造就屬靈的第三代。希望藉此能使屬靈的第三代能得堅固和祝福，不久的未來能繼續生養屬靈的第四代!


以下就是我2010年遨翔上騰突飛猛進年第一個月的感恩旅程，請和我一同數算神恩:

1. 了解上帝的大家庭成員是如此多元、多才多藝，並且挑戰也多。

2. 建立許瑪莉部落格，學習許多網路語言和溝通方式，以及相關的軟體。

3. 上帝帶領一位牧師和傳道成為我一對一課程的學生，很感恩有機會服事神的使女。

4. 神很奇妙帶領讓我今年主日能協助信義會沐恩堂，下個月也有機會服事宣道會豐盛堂。

5. 持續參加英文查經和擔任義工很喜樂，沐浴在神恩中，英語說聽讀寫的能力也有些進步。

6. 學習使用臉書，研究E世代網路族群的思維與需求，了解資訊社會的發展與轉變，以及對教會的影響。

7. 有多位友人學生蒙恩，兩位被呼召全職服事，一位被教會按立傳道，一位完成牧師進修所需所有課程。

8. 特別的禮物是上帝藉朋友送的愛情鳥每天形影不離、甜甜蜜蜜，至今已產下六顆鳥蛋。

9. 感謝主，房東允諾本月租金用來修繕廚房。房東是一位虔誠佛教徒，請為她信主代禱。

10. 這一季冬天氣多變是肥胖的助手，還好中壢的青年健身中心離住處很近，神的預備真是最美好。

11. 感謝神，我始料未及這個月竟能和若干失散多年宣教士家庭成員有所接觸和連絡，大多是新生代。

12. 日子過得很充實，雖然很多書沒看，還有一大堆事未完成，但因盲點不斷被神光照處理，而發現自己習慣性的預設和方法論的有限性，讓我的人生各方面都有漸次的突破和轉化。